Life is beautiful isn't it....let me guess u'll definitely feel that "hey he has seen the movie -life is beautiful"..well,i have seen it but i want to say this is not the thing that we get by seeing the film...we can make our life beautiful , In my 20years of experience i'll definitely say that u'll feel happy for some time with anything...may be with the friends and with the music u listen...they keep on changing right.But u may have ur best ones always but most of the case it won't happen..coming to my case if i feel comfortable with something, lot of questions will be coming in my mind whether is this the right thing..i'll think of it and will say to myself k it's right but in addition i can do lot better.. Now, i am in such a situation well i am not a participant...most of the times..not most almost i will b in the organizing team in any event in my colg am i doing the right thing by organizing the things or i am moving back as all the other participants are participating where as i am not...i feel some guilty is there any advantage for me...if i ask someone they will say u have the edge over others... but i don't think so ...is it the case then one thing should happen in my life can I ??? Wait and see..... well this events,birthday celebrations...MSP's bunking the classes for these...being seen by the teacher...some will say its always gud,some will be contrary like for everything there is everything opposite..late ni8 sleeps,mom's scolding what not all are moving like anything spending much of my time infront of this E-device.... Is there any wrong with me...well i'll say no..but something is missing in search of that :)